Trying to find the place where I guess that i belong
I've forced myself to stay away from all i hope for.
Drinking troubles till I can rest in peace
I found my mind with no chance to resist.
And while I receive these answers
I don't wanna know,
my life is turning darker
than the deepest part of a casket.
If I gotta live a way like this,
I will shout loud without fear.
Run away is not a solution for me.
An endless war made by my hands,
walking through desolated lands.
Too blind to see what's in front of me.
But my heart can't stop beating,
and I'm still thirsty of this life.
So blind to see what's in front of me,
but I'll rise.
Because I appraise the fallen like an opportunity,
and I'll rise.
Every tear i shed teach me how to survive,
they still bleeding for memories,
remembering how strong I am.